christmas dinner

As usual, my friend Joan always held this Christmas dinner at her house. And her mom's cooking are just over the top good. no I am not exaggerating, seriously the food are always THAT good.
haha so here are some pictures, i know it's kinda late. i've been too lazy these days :)

oh! and can't wait for new year! me and my friends are going to the beach yaayy :D

sigh

and here comes a point where the so called world wide web is starting to bores me

trying to find some entertainment here, everything seems dull all of the sudden

yes, i am dead bored

here's something about me

okay, so umm somehow i just want to share this with you

here it is..

i was not born as the healthiest person, well maybe as a baby i was perfectly fine

but somehow as i grew older i started to find out these allergies i got

and i just find them weird

it's because though i'm living in this tropical country, somehow i am allergic to most of the tropical fruits. especially the fruits that contains loads of saps. i'm bored here, so let me list them down for you :)

1. rambutan

2. durian

3. manggis

4. pear, sometimes

5. dukuh

and many more

so the symptoms that indicate those allergies are: my face got swollen, and so are the rest of my body, and umm it itches everywhere. and also my asthma relapsed. haha i know right.

and umm i'm also allergic to: 1. dust

2. too many chemical progressed food

and oh! i got sinus! great huh?? so i got this so called morning allergies haha

and i just realized that i got one reaaaallly round nose, maybe it's because of those flu from sinuses. does that made any sense?

grr im beeing absurd ♥

okay, so i'm gonna post pictures of christmas yesterday. but im beeing lazy at the moment. so just hang around folks :D

obscure

okay here's the thing..

it all seems pretty obscure to me now

laying there with you that day

hearing your heart beats

i could feel your warmth through me

and as i breather you in

i felt save

it seemed right

something occurred to me again

somehow i want you to come back

be here with me

it all seems strange and untrue

i was sure that you were out of this little place in my head

seems that i might be wrong

so i keep telling my self that it's just an illusion

it's not real

it's not

and hoping that i could keep those thoughts away from me

11th december

so finally today is the first day after term test. thaanks god it's over! i am utterly tired up to this point. and luckily i got pretty good scores so i dont need to do retests, except for japanese language i think. oh well :) haha anyways today is my friend dhira's birthday. and we had a fun dinner at gourment garage, it's her treat. yayyness!

captivated

okay, i got hypnotized when i heard jon por birgisson's latest single. it is from his up coming solo album. go sign up for the mailing list and get the latest single! :D

sign up here!

playlist

Well apparently i'm out of words. School had been hectic with all the assignments and stuff. And term test is coming. wish me luck though :D

anyhow i just want to share the songs that i just can't get enough of, these are like my all time fave

1.

.

Lydia:

-this is twice now

-hospital

2.

Mew:

-Hawaii

-Silas the magic car

3.

Copeland:

-Chin up

-The day i lost my voice (the suitcase song)

3.

Phoenix

-1901

4.

Sigur ros:

-Hoppipolla

-Saeglopur

well you should check them out ♥

awfull truth

come to think of it getting too excited is never a good thing

just don't because you're in love, get a good score or anything

well it's okay if you're happy and stuff. but you got to have boundaries

and able to control your self

cause eventually nature is balance. at it has it's own ways to balance your over excitement

if you know what i mean

no i don't believe in karma, they are overrated.

but i do believe that nature is balance

yes, they are.

they will always try to be in stable equilibrium

and us human are part of nature

but hey i'm just saying. what do i know anyway, i'm only 16 :)

just something that i start to believe these past few months ♥

coffee

©El Gregein

Remember that night...

you said you missed me

so you drove 48 km just to see me

it was 10 pm

we had coffee

it was brief, but mesmerizing at the same time

and i've been stuck on you ever since...

present

"sometimes we got caught up in illusion and ignore reality"

Gili trawangan, Lombok

Last july i went to this small island near Lombok, Indonesia. Called gili Trawangan. it is It is 3km long and 2km wide with a population of about 700. And it has the most beautiful beaches i have ever seen. The sea were blue and the sand was pure white. The natives were so nice, and they really respect the tourists. like if you leave your blackberry at the beach while you went snorkeling, no one would still it. If someone did, the natives would search who the person was and beat them to death. awesomee haha well you should visit gili trawangan. and the best thing is that it's not that crowded compared to bali.

.

And yet somehow you still keep showing up in my dreams. every night

seems that there's this part of me that doesn't want to let you go

consolation

sit here next to me

just so we can be in silence

feeling the breeze through our vein

sshhh...

not a word,

words are source of misunderstandings

so here it goes..

so i'm gonna start writing.. i dont know for how long this could last, but i just need some media to pour all of my thoughts and all at this moment. and diary is definitely so last year, so yeah. gonna write me some blog. feel free to read and stuff ♥