awfull truth

come to think of it getting too excited is never a good thing

just don't because you're in love, get a good score or anything

well it's okay if you're happy and stuff. but you got to have boundaries

and able to control your self

cause eventually nature is balance. at it has it's own ways to balance your over excitement

if you know what i mean

no i don't believe in karma, they are overrated.

but i do believe that nature is balance

yes, they are.

they will always try to be in stable equilibrium

and us human are part of nature

but hey i'm just saying. what do i know anyway, i'm only 16 :)

just something that i start to believe these past few months ♥

coffee

©El Gregein

Remember that night...

you said you missed me

so you drove 48 km just to see me

it was 10 pm

we had coffee

it was brief, but mesmerizing at the same time

and i've been stuck on you ever since...

present

"sometimes we got caught up in illusion and ignore reality"

Gili trawangan, Lombok

Last july i went to this small island near Lombok, Indonesia. Called gili Trawangan. it is It is 3km long and 2km wide with a population of about 700. And it has the most beautiful beaches i have ever seen. The sea were blue and the sand was pure white. The natives were so nice, and they really respect the tourists. like if you leave your blackberry at the beach while you went snorkeling, no one would still it. If someone did, the natives would search who the person was and beat them to death. awesomee haha well you should visit gili trawangan. and the best thing is that it's not that crowded compared to bali.

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And yet somehow you still keep showing up in my dreams. every night

seems that there's this part of me that doesn't want to let you go

consolation

sit here next to me

just so we can be in silence

feeling the breeze through our vein

sshhh...

not a word,

words are source of misunderstandings

so here it goes..

so i'm gonna start writing.. i dont know for how long this could last, but i just need some media to pour all of my thoughts and all at this moment. and diary is definitely so last year, so yeah. gonna write me some blog. feel free to read and stuff ♥