Finally. after going through 21 hours of flight, got checked out by some indian dude, indian kids screaming and crying on the plane. And indian chick who to claimed my baggage was hers.
I am finally here.
Hello, Baltimore.
it's been awhile since i've tried to come here. And i finally did. It was so overwhelming. I didn't know whether i should be happy or sad cause i have to leave my loved ones for 10 months.
It all happened so fast, I almost couldn't keep up.
I used to be so ready, cause it has been my dream since i was 12 to be able to live here with my aunt. And because of couple of problems, it was almost impossible to do so. But my mom never gave up, she got somekind of stubborn issue actually. She has to get what she wants no matter what. Eventually, goods came out of it.
But when it's really in front of my eyes. When I was finally in the airport. It hit me just like that. All sorts of things came and rushing through my head. like
"what am I doing?"
"I can't believe I'm leaving for 10 months"
"will I be the same person again"
"will my boyfriend be there when I come home?"
that scared the crap out of me.
Along came him. Apparently, it was just in time when i was about to leave in a couple of weeks.
It was sooo hard. Knowing that I have to leave for 10 months. But he said he'll wait. I hope he'll keep his promise.
oh please be nice. You have no idea how glad I am to have you :)
And my friends. I was so flattered when they gave me the farewell gifts.



it's a scrap book about all things me that my friend made. I have no idea that they knew me so well :')

they also baked this favorite cookies of mine. I have no idea what's its name, all I know is that they are so good :9
And my boyf gave me this book, been reading it since i got in the plane.
i'll write the reviews soon! right after i finish it :D

I feel so fortunate that i have super great friends and family. and of course, boyfriend. No doubt about it.
I'll miss you guys, I really will.

See you soon :*
It'll be a new start and experience for me. Hope i could adapt just fine. Fingers crossed ♥